There is a lot going through my mind this morning with everything that seems to be going on in the news. One of the bigger stories right now is the story of Jim Kelly. His wife, Jill, has been posting a lot on Instagram and twitter and it just makes my heart ache for them. They have been through so much in their lives as it is and now they are facing a possible loss of their husband and father. The pain of losing a father is nothing I would ever wish on my worst enemy. The pain leaves a whole that no one could possibly fill. My dad has been gone 11 years now and yet I still have night mares about the tragic way he died, about what life would be like if he was still here, and much more. I often wake up in the middle of the night crying and yearning for him to hold me. I miss him more and more everyday. I wish there was something , anything I could do to change our circumstances. They fact that I know in great detail what this family may have to go through, tears me apart. I yearn and pray everyday that a miracle would happen for them. No girl should have to suffer the loss of a parent, especially a father. A father is a girls first love, her first prince to save the day. The man that will pick her up after heart break. The one who will walk her down the aisle and so much more. I pray that they'll find a cure for this terrible disease that also took my grand father away from me just two years after father passed. Cancer is such a terrible disease that I think effects everyone in one way or another. If it's actually battling cancer yourself, or caring for a fragile family member who is becoming weaker by the day. Or even if you are a family member or friend who has to watch a love one suffer day in and day out. I pray for the Kelly family as well as anyone else who has been touched by cancer. Not only for the comfort while in such a difficult time but also so that they may see a miracle! I may not have seen one in my life when I lost my dad to a terrible accident or my grandpa to lung cancer but u trust and believe that they happen everyday!